Sidewalk Chalk

I'm on a mission to find myself, lately I'm off it Coughin, these meds I take gon put me in a coffin More often than not, I'm distraught All alone in my room with the lights out Even when it's nice out I'm lazy, really wish you'd see me on the daily Lately I've been feeling crazy, baby, I don't wanna talk I can tell she fakin', she only hit me at 1 o'clock My brain she stained like sidewalk chalk Everywhere I look (hm) All I see are chemicals Think she got me hooked I feel it in my genitals Read me like a book And play me like a cassette tape Why wait, when you with me? Pigs fly great By date, better get here by the by date Irate, the way that I've been feeling I been irate Why wait? Lately, lately, I've been feeling crazy I'm not that much to see so Why everybody tryna look at me, oh It's getting hard to breathe so I'ma take a minute and focus on me, oh This ain't a solo, wish it was a duo-lingo Bingo, way that I been falling down Plinko, I just put a sock on my mic that's a spit feel When I'm still up in the night, that's when I spit real Walking round my town and I can't help but look I see you all around every time it got me shook When you walk by, I was too high Couldn't say hi, now you moving to the next guy I'm on the next high Everywhere I look (hm) All I see are chemicals Think she got me hooked I feel it in my genitals Read me like a book And play me like a cassette tape Why wait, when you with me? Pigs fly great By date, better get here by the by date Irate, the way that I've been feeling I been irate Why wait? Lately, lately, I've been feeling crazy Lately I'm depressed Lately not my best Lately I've been thinking bout the feeling of a breast Lately in my feels, I been popping pills Mom's just getting worried lately, I'm still cracking seals I been feeling low Lately I don't know Lately not myself, I'm someone else when off the blow Momma said to work So I put work in I'ma keep on pushing till I'm 10 feet in the dirt in See me? But no one wanna be me I won't blame them I don't wanna be me either See me? But no one wanna be me I won't blame them I don't wanna be me either I'm on a mission to find myself, lately I'm off it Coughin, these meds I take gon put me in a coffin More often than not, I'm distraught All alone in my room with the lights out Even when it's nice out I'm lazy, really wish you'd see me on the daily Lately I've been feeling crazy, baby, I don't wanna talk I can tell she fakin', she only hit me at 1 o'clock My brain she stained like sidewalk chalk My brain she stained like side walk chalk Yea