Let's play a game
Where you guess how I've been
And you get no hints from me
No tragedy, only pictures of my hips
In the dark
I'm not very smart
Been falling over a lot
I think I'm falling apart
I need you
I need you more than I want to
I want to wait for springtime
Been sick for so long, it feels like a lifetime
I don't like my body
I know you like my body
Sometimes I see my body
And it scares me
In the coming months
I will do my best not to waste away
So when I step on scales like they're broken glass
It's to make a change
I need you
I need you more than you need me
It's freeing to admit that
Admit that I hate myself more when you're not here
