Supposed To

It's been four months since I heard from you Somebody told me that you moved again And I know that you blocked me, but I still try And check up on you every once in a while Just to make sure you're doing okay Yeah I know I'm supposed to hate you And wish we'd never met I know I'm supposed to blame you For everything you said and Pretend we never happened at all Rub it in your face whenever you call I know I'm supposed to, but still I know I never will I know it was messy how it ended But I wouldn't change a word of that text I sent Or the way that we fought And we cried in your living room Yeah you told me That I was a fool to run from you Yeah, I would do it all again Yeah I know I'm supposed to hate you And wish we'd never met I know I'm supposed to blame you For everything you said and Pretend we never happened at all Rub it in your face whenever you call I know I'm supposed to, but still I know I never will I know I'm supposed to I know I'm supposed to You love to tell yourself That I ruined you But you never thought That you hurt me too Still, I would never take it back I would never take it back Yeah, I know I'm supposed to hate you And wish we'd never met But you know That's not true