Male Fantasy

Home alone, trying not to eat Distract myself with pornography I hate the way she looks at me I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be That satisfied, it's a male fantasy I'm going back to therapy 'Cause I loved you then, and I love you now And I don't know how Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around If I'm getting over you Or just pretending to Be alright, convince myself I hate you (Want me to put it here?) (Okay) I got a call from a girl I used to know We were inseparable years ago Thought we'd get along, but it wasn't so And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel But nothing lasts, I know the deal But I loved you then, and I love you now And I don't know how Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around If I'm getting over you Or just pretending to Be alright, convince myself I hate you Can't get over you No matter what I do I know I should, but I could never hate you