Dark Conversation

Fire that shit up, TnT Um, Reuel, stop playing He havin', mm-mm-mmh He havin' He havin' conversations in the dark, yeah, yeah It's just me, myself, and my heart, uh My heart said, "Under any circumstance or for any reason Lay down your guard again and I'ma stop beatin' Please, friend, I cannot take it no more" Four in the mornin', while they sleepin', I'm wide awake Thinkin' about the problems I faced, make my heart race I done put my trust in so many, they all traded lanes I don't know where I should start but it's time for a change During the day, I'm Rod Wave, but I feel like Cobain Do I wanna deal with the pain that tomorrow brings? Might grab a gun, blow out his brain, he been feelin' strange But then he think 'bout Reginae and think about Charmaine So many smiles, so many hugs, but I still feel alone Cut down the lights, cut off his phone, and get in his zone Lost in his thoughts, he's in a vault, but his mind, it roams And he'll give his heart to anyone who will call it home And he's been like that for so long, since a small child He'd be okay until he sober, then his thoughts pile They be on social sites ridin', clownin' a nigga Then he remember he's up two, 300,000 on niggas He havin' conversations in the dark, yeah, yeah It's just me, myself, and my heart My heart said, "Under any circumstance or for any reason Lay down your guard again and I'ma stop beatin' Please, friend, I cannot take it no more"