Antidote

Losing touch with who I was before Drifting further from familiar shores And watching life go on (Without me anymore) Don't know where I'm going after this Holding down the fort with safety pins And waiting for the break I'm wearing anything Show up loud then leave without a trace Pressure keeps the broken glass in place Shattering in my room Saving face I can't make contact in the dark I'm losing focus, losing heart I wish I had a cure all, but I don't I know there is no antidote