I Don't Take Pictures Anymore (From "American Song Contest")

Swore I was gonna marry the first guy I dated Back when I had braces and love wasn't complicated And now I stand at my friends' weddings Wondering if I'll ever be ready Thought there'd be nothing better than life in my twenties Back when Nickelodeon at 10 a.m. was funny But I'm noticing lately that Most the time, I'm faking laughs And I'm not quite sure when it happened When living lost all of the magic Am I learning or just hurting? No, I'm not the girl I was before Hair to my waist, I cut it short Am I better off? I'm torn But I don't takе pictures anymore No, I'm not the girl I thought I was Is pеssimism growing up? Am I jaded? I'm not sure But I don't take pictures anymore No one else could stay out dancing long as I did Now I'd rather stay home and hope I don't get invited Am I changing or getting older? Is the party already over? And I'm not quite sure when it happened When living lost all of the magic Am I learning or just hurting? No, I'm not the girl I was before Hair to my waist, I cut it short Am I better off? I'm torn But I don't take pictures anymore No, I'm not the girl I thought I was Is pessimism growing up? Am I jaded? I'm not sure But I don't take pictures anymore Done wasting nights behind a lens Maybe it's fine if I forget Guess I'm just waiting For something worth framing Yeah, what's the point of looking back On memories just made for flash? Guess I'm just waiting For something worth framing No, I'm not the girl I was before Hair to my waist, I cut it short Am I better off? I'm torn But I don't take pictures anymore No, I'm not the girl I thought I was Is pessimism growing up? Am I jaded? I'm not sure But I don't take pictures anymore