Love You

I can't even love you Now Two things, fasho One thing is for certain, now My love Can't even hold you down I had enough of a heart To go around You was the circus And I was the clown My heart came from The lost and found It used to beat But now it doesn't make a sound Now it don't make a sound Now it don't make a sound Now it don't make a sound I tell people I got abused And they come laughing at my face I tell them what happened They told me da story was fake They think I'm lying But that shit jus ain't the case Now that, that has happened to me It's something I can't erase Now all I can think about is how I'm a victim Since I got it taken away from me, I became addicted Now I suffer from a mental illness And I wanna shoot my brains out every minute I just want someone to listen I just wonder who would go the distance I want someone to see what's wrong when I'm distant Not someone who compares their problems to mine and make it a competition Fuck paying someone to listen to my problems Them so called professionals barely know how to solve em They keep saying bullshit like your strong, when it's nonsense All they fucking do is just add on to the trauma I can't even love you Now Two things, fasho One thing is for certain, now My love Can't even hold you down I had enough of a heart To go around You was the circus And I was the clown My heart came from The lost and found It used to beat But now it doesn't make a sound Now it don't make a sound Now it don't make a sound Now it don't make a sound I tell people I got abused And they come laughing at my face I tell them what happened They told me da story was fake They think I'm lying But that shit just ain't the case Now that, that has happened to me It's something I can't erase