Self Sabotage

There's a voice saying I'm a failure if I quit It's the same one saying that I can't make it And I wanna scream, but I live in an apartment Where the carpet smells and all the walls are paper-thin They said we could be anything in seventh grade I guess I was dumb enough to believe what they said And now I'm just another dreamer that L.A. tore apart How do you get out of your head? Telling yourself you won't make it And second nature is to second guess Or when you burn every bridge before you cross Wave a white flag before you lost How do you not self sabotage? I miss weddings and funerals And honest, I don't know how to answer when my mom asks why I'm still trying to tell myself that I'm not wasting a life And I push away love when I need it Write these songs and then delete it Stay awake all night wondering why (still wondering why) How do you get out of your head? Telling yourself you won't make it And second nature is to second guess Or when you burn every bridge before you cross Wave a white flag before you lost How do you not self sabotage? I don't need a backseat driver Trying to give myself some grace Been living with myself full time And I'm finally trying to see things face to face How do you get out of your head? Telling yourself you won't make it And second nature is to sеcond guess You burn every bridge before you cross Wave a white flag before you lost How do you not self sabotage? Oh The only one in my way is me How do I learn to set me free? How do you not self sabotage?