Not Alright

I could write a melody, so heavenly But nothing will ever set me apart from what they're telling me We're enemies at heart But that's who I see in the mirror Momma told me not to worry In the end, I couldn't hear her I work all day, and cry all night I really hate my life, I'm not alright I tend to waste my time inside my mind I really hate my life I'm not alright So, I'ma sleep all day And wake up tired Then I text my friends, I just got fired Tell me I'm no good, and that's just fine Because I hate my life I'm not alright Yeah, sometimes feel like I gotta cry Other times, got my eye on a prize Tell me bro, you've been winning at life And yeah, I know, but I'm sick of the lies Told me money would make everything fine Now my ego is the size of a dime And my success isn't anything, 'em So depressed, and I'm wanting to Go to sleep I'm keeping track of what's owed to me They're getting older and they're finding peace And I'm just finding pieces that I'll never keep Like life is a game of chess I'm needing something to aid the stress I'm waking up just to face a mess It's funny, 'cause I haven't made it yet, yeah I work all day, and cry all night I really hate my life I'm not alright I tend to waste my time inside my mind I really hate my life I'm not alright So, I'ma sleep all day, and wake up tired Then I text my friends, I just got fired And tell me I'm no good, and that's just fine Because I hate my life I'm not alright I never was I just hate being alone So, so I never stay at my home (at my home) Yeah, I go to work at my job Hoping that one day all this pain will stop I work all day, and cry all night I really hate my life I'm not alright I tend to waste my time inside my mind I really hate my life (I really hate my life) So, I'ma sleep all day, and wake up tired Then I text my friends, I just got fired Tell me I'm no good, and that's just fine Because I hate my life I'm not alright I never was