No Control

I know I said I'd fix it all But then, I drank and smoked too much just like I always do It's not you, I don't want you back I'm so confused, I thought you wanted that I try to stick to the facts, I try to learn from the past My head's down when I search for the path Like I always do, always do I'm an equation, I don't know the math Don't wanna see, don't wanna speak Forget to breathe, forget to be just like I always do It's not for you, it's not for me Forget to speak the truth, I always do, always do Saw you last night tryna get the past right Just like you do, until I change my mind I fucking had enough My mind and heart are breaking up But now, it's just too much to love that way I'll bear the pain of all the moments gone Where you tried to save me And I'm stuck to the ceiling, barely feeling All my control is gone All my control is gone Don't wanna see, don't wanna speak Forget to breathe, forget to be just like I always do It's not for you, it's not for me Forget to speak the truth, I always do, always do Saw you last night tryna get the past right Just like you do, until I change my mind