Wdym?

I never know how to say what I really mean I never know how to say what I really mean What I really mean, I can never say I never know how to say what I really mean What I really mean, I can never say, I can never say I can never say (I can never say) It really never hit me until the point I had to lock down Shadows casting dread Side-step them to the point I trip myself Stand up Joints all up in my digits help me feel myself Thoughts dance in my head Even saying that's incorrect I can't analyze my stupid riddle ass God complex Yeah, I'm a schizo that's okay (schizo that's okay) I wish I could see the light and I still do (If you say so, don't say so, I say so) darling, I don't feel the same and I don't know why Remember I can't forget Still living on in my head Remember I can't forget Still living on in my head We said we'd never lose our love But was it ever really our love? I really had to eat my ignorance Don't run away from me I never know how to say what I really mean I never know how to say what I really mean What I really mean, I can never say What I really mean, I can never say What I really mean, I can never say What I really mean, I can never say I can never say (I can never say)