Still

I don't, I don't, I don't want to say goodbye I don't, I don't, I don't want to say goodbye It only falls into place when you're falling to pieces You find love that lasts a while 'til you lose the reasons Saying, "God I'm alive," but the whole place is quiet You miss something that you can't place, but you can't deny it Don't know whether you want a place in the coast or the country You can't stay here, it's hard to face and it feels too ugly You light a fire inside yourself, let it burn Stare up at a starless sky and you say It's like I'm still here with you It's like I'm still here with you I don't, I don't, I don't want to say goodbye The past coming back with the light in the morning Look down on myself like a patient in surgery And I used to watch my mother move Like God was in the room It's a bottomless hole I've found out here with a trace of no one Grab a past box of photos, I rip myself open I'm in bed, and I'm wondering if I'm callous, but hoping Can I fix what is broken? It's like I'm still here with you It's like I'm still here with you I don't, I don't, I don't want to say goodbye It's like I'm still here with you It's like I'm still here with you I don't, I don't, I don't want to say goodbye It's like I'm still here with you It's like I'm still here with you I don't, I don't, I don't want to say goodbye I don't, I don't, I don't want to say I don't, I don't, I don't want to say I don't, I don't, I don't want to say goodbye I don't, I don't, I don't want to say I don't, I don't, I don't want to say I don't, I don't, I don't want to say goodbye It only falls into place when you're falling to pieces You find love that lasts a while 'til you lose the reasons You say, "God I'm alive," but the whole place is quiet You miss something that you can't place but you can't deny it