Something, in General

Can someone tell me why I'm still in the same place I've been I don't get as much out as I think I put in There's no promise I've heard that a life can't outlive That's not for me to say but please tell me what is I don't care to mean anything to someone I just want to mean something in general There are memories that I have of days done One thing I've noticed is that they always seem better than today I'm sure there's a psychological explanation But there's no vacation For a mind with low tendency for creation And I tend to avoid any situation That requires any level of sophistication I know my heart is not physically breaking I'll wake up tomorrow intrinsically fading I haven't been incredibly social as of late And I think that that's okay But my left brain it's gonna kill me And I know my songs will still be Here at the end of the day Those who still believe in fate Should listen to me intently I don't care to mean anything to someone (anything to someone) I just want to mean something in general There have been memories of days that have since come undone One thing I've noticed is they were more fun than today I don't wanna see today I don't really wanna play There's no reason to stay There's no reason to stay