Glass of Blue Milk

I've just been alone for so long That I just kind of accepted that That's the way it would always be And I just try to be happy alone Even though a lot of the time I'm not Bless these covered eyes Bottled under spines Just looking for some love tonight Below Jehovah's colored sky Wished to give up on life Maybe once or twice But no one ever truly wants to die A little change in the design will be just fine Sometimes you will cry you a sea And use the salt to float For love is a glass of blue milk Frolicking down your throat Life can be a leman store Planting seeds, make it rain, let it shine Watch it fall, rinse it off, and tell you stories Keeping you hooked "Lessons beyond the flesh And the sweetness resides on the inside" They emphasize and sell you more You take it home, rinse it once more Take the knife and take it's life Expect a tasty reward Take the blood and make a flood For you to stir up and pour Hella sugar-coated Mixed flows into a wound that you ain't ever seen before Bless these covered eyes Bottled under spines Just looking for some love tonight Below Jehovah's colored sky Wished to give up on life Maybe once or twice But no one ever truly wants to die A little change in the design will be just fine Sometimes you must cry you a sea And use the salt to float For love is a glass of blue milk Frolicking down your throat Wrote so many songs talkin' 'bout "I don't believe in love" Maybe I'm conceited for needing-wanting to be in love Put myself out so many times, wasn't receiving much Defeated, three to one My red heart left black, blue, and beaten up Waitin' for my storyline to change after the season's done Freezing weather sees the cuts and bleeds into my springs and summers Give me the cold shoulder after meetin' my teeth and tongue Kiss me in the rain and leave the steel to rust Man, I ain't readin' covers I judge others by how they move Learning dances, taking chances, I'm praying I make it through Sacrificing my system cuz I ain't got nothin' to lose All this drowning in yo mind got my lungs turning blue Want to meet me on the shoreside where the sea and the sand commune? What you do in the dark comes to the light under the moon Fool me once, I write a tune Fool me twice and I'm immune Maybe third time's a charm if you feel like meeting soon It's the first for me Oh, to dance around you Nobody is meant for me It's a pain I need Fruit of Eden's tree I crossed the river to find It's too good to be Can't come back around you Love is made for watering Please don't leave I'll never leave you be If I don't believe in us How would I know You have to forget me Nobody's meant for me How this would go Nobody's meant for me How could I know You have to forget me Love is made for watering Please don't leave I'll never leave you be Please don't leave Love is made for watering Please don't leave Love is made for watering Please don't leave You have to forget me Nobody's meant for me Please don't leave