Need a break

Won't you forget me now Just for an hour or two I don't want that image of me Burned into your memory It won't happen again, I swear I've heard it before, you see I wanna see what you preach turn into reality What else can I do or tell you To make you believe? Won't you forget me now Just for an hour or two Let me destroy myself It's not like it's something new You know, I just tried to help That's what you tell yourself But the truth is way easier than this You don't like to see my tears Feel the heat on my brain Tell me, does it feel the same to you? Tell me, is it as hot outside? 'Cause I haven't left my head in a while now I cannot be the only one who boils their mind With guilt and shame for things no one knows they've done I don't think I can escape the pain I guess I need a break From all these thoughts in my head Would it help if I bled? Sweat and tears turning red And if I gave up halfway By my side, would you stay? Would you love me anyway Even if I won't be the same? Won't you remember me By the smile that you once ignored? The one that I couldn't withhold That now is so rare to see I hope by the time we meet It won't be so hard to tell If the smile that I greet you with Is the same as the one you know I need a break from all these thoughts in my head Would it help if I bled? Sweat and tears turning red And if I gave up halfway By my side, would you stay? Would you love me anyway Even if I won't be the same? I need a break from all these thoughts in my head Would it help if I bled? Sweat and tears turning red And if I gave up halfway By my side, would you stay? Would you love me anyway Even if I won't be the same?