Seasonal Depression

I Wake up I'm alive check my phone rub my eyes I get up to brush my teeth eat some food and then I leave Go to work stay a while feel dragged down fake a smile Crack a joke head back home call my mom on the phone I think a lot maybe too much about the things I can't control Who walked in and who has left and how I'm scared of letting go Who I was and who I am and who will I finally become I'm just hoping I'm just praying that your proud of your son And I'm still hung up on the girl that I lost Cause she always made me feel like I was more than enough And I can't let go of the dreams I used to have Maybe one day I'll do this and Maybe this will change all that But the weathers getting colder and days are getting shorter Leaves are changing, harvest starting And the ground is browning over My seasonal depression can sometimes get the best Of my thoughts and my feelings I swear I'm doing my best Running round playing ball all the words we knew 'em all Driving roads roughing up in a town to small for us We were kings we were queens out to fight the big machine That machine has taken over man I wish I could get sober And I'm still hung up on the girl that I lost Cause she always made me feel like I was more than enough And I can't let go of the dreams I used to have Maybe one day I'll do this and Maybe this will change all that But the weathers getting colder and days are getting shorter Leaves are changing, harvest starting And the ground is browning over My seasonal depression can sometimes get the best Of my thoughts and my feelings I swear I'm doing my best And I'm still hung up on the girl that I lost Cause she always made me feel like I was more than enough And I can't let go of the dreams I used to have Maybe one day I'll do this and Maybe this will change all that But the weathers getting colder and days are getting shorter Leaves are changing, harvest starting And the ground is browning over My seasonal depression can sometimes get the best Of my thoughts and my feelings I swear I'm doing my best