I'm Sorry Mom and Dad

I'm sorry mom and dad I know I messed up bad, I should've Should've done, should've done better I'm sorry mom and dad for all the time I had To get my life, to get my life together But I didn't 1993, you gave birth to me Sweet little baby girl, had the world at my feet Before I could even stand Cradle me in your right, in your left hand A precious bundle of unmade plans Hopes and dreams of bigger things A bright future, or so it seemed Oh, but the light grew a little less bright As I grew up and we began to fight When I was 13, I was so damn mean Running away, had nothing more to say than I hate you But that's not true now I just don't, I just don't, I just don't know how To say I'm sorry mom and dad I know I messed up bad I should've Should've done, should've done better Mm I'm sorry mom and dad for all the time I had To get my life, to get my life together But I didn't Can never talk about me to your friends Because you must be so embarassed I dropped out of college without any plans Moved back home, I couldn't even pay rent I was living on your couch trynna figure it out Cutting myself up and tearing myself down I'm sorry mom and dad I know I messed up bad, I should've Should've done, should've done better I'm sorry mom and dad for all the time I had To get my life, to get my life together But I didn't I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you That house up on the hill Or take care of all your medical bills I know I didn't make you proud I should've been someone by now But I never figured out how I'm sorry mom and dad I know I messed up bad, I should've Should've done, should've done better I'm sorry mom and dad For all the time I had To get my life, to get my life together Sincerely your daughter