I Play It Cool When I'm with You

I feel a little low I think I loose control Guess I should let you know It's funny how things go I just feel so sick And I really wanna quit Don't care what they think But I care about you still I make some jokes like I'm a fool and it makes you laugh I play it cool when I'm with you, you should know by now And all I do I do for you and I hope you're proud Feeling safe and sound And maybe I'm just tired Of all those pretty lies You want me to feel fine I wanna say goodbye And you know that I Got some darker thoughts in mind And you know I try But it's hard to stay alive I make some jokes like I'm a fool and it makes you laugh I play it cool when I'm with you, you should know by now And all I do I do for you and I hope you're proud Feeling safe and sound I don't know how to change I don't wanna be that way I don't want you to blame I will love you anyway I don't know what to say I don't wanna be that way I don't want you to change I don't wanna be okay I don't know how to change I don't wanna be that way I don't want you to blame I will love you anyway I don't know what to say I don't wanna be that way I don't want you to change I don't wanna be okay I don't know how to change I don't wanna be that way I don't want you to blame I will love you anyway I don't know what to say I don't wanna be that way I don't want you to change