EERIE HOURS

I don't think that they hear me still Backroad got an eerie feel My lines like crack, get an ear refill I wanted to die From the moment I open my eyes Didn't know I was really ill Elongated line at the pharmacy Tryna hide what we really feel Hole in my heart I need it filled I don't know who I am TBH No one turned up to the party Put a sad song in a CDJ She wanna dance, I CBA I don't talk too much in public Wait and see what my CD says I dropped my new tune at 7 I got the girl saying I really ate That girl said that I'm really bait And I nearly bit It was clearly bait I was knee deep init Can't take my spirit that easy mate Joy's been avoiding my phone calls Tryna work out what it really takes Like KMT BMT Why you gotta be this way Im just about keeping my head above water I know that I'm way out my depth Yeah I can get out the house But I still can't find no way out my head Take my heart out my chest Will you hold it? I need to know I can say I'm a mess Home's where the heart is I was so heartless I'd rather stay out instead I think I drink too much You told me I think too much I put how I feel in the ink too much I know is that I miss your touch I clocked this shit easy Really I didn't do much Imagine how different this shit Coulda been if you ever took time for the things we rushed I gave you my heart and you took it for granted That's how I know it don't mean that much But I now I gotta put on a brave face I never knew I would need your love I can't even tell if it's love I know I'm in love with the feeling These fans on all of my posts Keep saying I'm underachieving Same day I got snubbed for the fame My bro invest in a long nose Don't say how I feel I vent in my music Ask me I'm redirecting the convo You might know what I've been through But you ain't gotta clue what's ongoing Two tokes got my Blood flowing Back then I'd creep out without my mum knowing Now I gotta live in the unknown Respect fade but the love don't My story's untold I let it unfold Until I shine where the sun don't When I think bout the shit that's incoming It's funny I never was Outgoing They wanna know what my income is But they never ask bout the outgoings