Keep That to Yourself

If you see me out somewhere And the world around you still goes quiet Hope you keep that to yourself, leave me be And just sit in the silence 'Cuz i meant every word that i said When we spoke back in august And you didn't care then So don't you dare try and pretend like you want this If your feelings come back The minute you see me Hope it hurts, hope it burns Hope you finally grieve me 'Cuz i knew this would happen Wore my favorite outfit So you'd see what you're missing Live and in action Wasted time and attention to beg you to love me Every time i tried to heal You'd just come back to haunt me So don't look at me that way when i'm here with someone else If you're finally hurting You should keep that to yourself Never thought you'd be a stranger But you decided that's who you would be now Don't know where you live or what you love But ignorance is keeping me sane somehow And i'll admit i've spent months waiting just for this moment And it kept me up at night that you're not even broken So don't do this to me now that i've switched my focus And don't tell me i look good when you never used to notice If your feelings come back The minute you see me Hope it hurts, hope it burns Hope you finally grieve me 'Cuz i knew this would happen Wore my favorite outfit So you'd see what you're missing Live and in action Wasted time and attention to beg you to love me Every time i tried to heal You'd just come back to haunt me So don't look at me that way when i'm here with someone else If you're finally hurting You should keep that to yourself You look like you saw a ghost It's difficult, i know, to watch someone forget all about you And if you hear i'm keeping tabs, it doesn't mean i still care Or at least not in the same way i used to I think part of me is destined to love you forever So we can't do this all again to not end up together Please don't look at me way when i'm here with someone else I don't think i love him i'm scared you can tell I've grown up, you don't know me I don't sit in your pocket and wait like i used to Finally turned a page And i know it drives you crazy that i don't need you So don't look at me that way when i'm happy by myself If you're finally feeling guilty Keep that to yourself (Thanks hahahah)