Wasn't Easy

It's like my trying only set me back And all of my dreams Were slipping right through the cracks It's like I'm searching for you in the mud I'm digging holes only to watch them fill back up And when the ocean pulls away from the shore I spend the low tide Trying to find what I'm searching for And nothing seems to go my way I see a train wreck coming and I can't escape Cus it wasn't easy Holding on when letting go was fate No it wasn't easy Holding on when letting go was fate And something takes a part of me When I lose sight of the life in my dreams But if the world is just a spinning place To close your eyes and take a big leap of faith I guess I better keep an open mind To really realize all the wonders of life Cus it wasn't easy Holding on when letting go was fate No it wasn't easy Holding on when letting go was fate No it wasn't easy Oh no No it wasn't easy Cus I would rather keep you in my hands So I can hold you close and feel you again But if holding means that we can't stand I will release you and let this come to an end Cus it wasn't easy Holding on when letting go was fate No it wasn't easy Holding on when letting go was fate No it wasn't easy Holding on when letting go was fate No it wasn't easy Oh no, Holding on when letting go was fate