Drowning in the Rain

I've been missing cigarettes, though I never smoked them Dabbled in tattoos, just to awaken the emotion Wrote it, so it wasn't spoken from the year of ocean How can you be stuck inside my chest? When I've been meaning to put it to rest But I'll find the time to recover If leaving was all that you wanted 'Cause every now and then it passes The feeling that seems everlasting And soon I'll be happy with drowning in the rain If nothing can take me to heaven Not even to die for a minute, then I deserve hell (Drowning in the rain, drowning in the rain) Bet you never meant, for this to linger with meaning If I ever ask, you'll probably question all my demons Wrote it, so it wasn't spoken ever since the year of ocean But I'll find the time to recover If leaving was all that you wanted 'Cause every now and then it passes The feeling that seems everlasting And soon I'll be happy with drowning in the rain If nothing can take me to heaven Not even to die for a minute, then I deserve hell If nothing can take me to heaven Not even confessing the sin, well then I'll never tell