2016

I haven't felt a thing since 2016 I miss my life when I was only fifteen And I was feeling better, then I got clean But when I got out, there was no one there for me It's kinda crazy how they care when you're okay But when you're crashing out they don't know what to say You only care about yourself, that's what you do I should've realized that this is nothing new All this time, all this time away Come back home, nothing feels the same I'm alright, I'm alright But I'm not, I'm not I wish I never was All this time, all gets washed away Can't go home, counting the days I'm alright, I'm alright But I'm not, I'm not I wish I never was And I had everything I needed back then But I took everything for granted, Goddamn I miss when I could call somebody my friend Without a second thought about a bad intent It's kinda crazy how we never get it back The love you feel before you paint it over black We never think about the things we wanna do Before you look back at a life you never knew All this time, all this time away Come back home, nothing feels the same I'm alright, I'm alright But I'm not, I'm not I wish I never was All this time, all this time away Come back home, nothing feels the same I'm alright, I'm alright But I'm not, I'm not I wish I never was All this time, all gets washed away Can't go home, counting the days I'm alright, I'm alright But I'm not, I'm not I wish I never was All this time, all this time away Come back home, nothing feels the same I'm alright, I'm alright But I'm not, I'm not I wish I never was