Chemical

It's hard to perceive My mind is at ease It's hard to believe I don't feel a thing Am I wrong to feel Such bliss that ain't real Can I keep it from Taking over me Fell into this moment Now this chemical is taking the Inside right out of me I found a mountain of pure endless energy I keep telling myself it's not reality Now i'm seeing, now i'm seeing That the world around me is changing Once it was a break that I could keep I tried to walk away but I can't What? What's inside my brain? What's breaking my down? What's inside this raging chemical Now it's time for me To rest with ease Now it's time To allow my mind relief But I can't stop This feeling that I need Can I keep it from Taking over me Forget all the regrets As I indulge myself with every breath Of this moment Knowing I can't taste teh beauty of life again Without a chemical flowing through my head Now i'm feeling, now i'm feeling That the world around me's now changing Once it was a break that I could keep I tried to walk away but I can't What? What's inside my brain? What's breaking my down? What's inside this raging chemical I feel it I see it I need it... so bring it to me Never again, never again Will I feel the same, feel the same About me Can I begin, can I begin to start My whole life over again Never again, never again Will I walk the same, feel the same Around here Can I forget, can I forget that which Lives within me? Never again, never again Will I breathe the same, breathe the same Air in I want to live, I want to live But they say never! never! What? What's inside my brain? What's breaking my down? What's inside this raging chemical What? What's inside my soul? What's breaking my down? What's inside this raging chemical I feel it I see it I need it