March (Jacob's Song)

Can I come to you when I don't feel my best Who else can I turn to get these words off my chest My heart is so damn tired and I'm sick of acting tough Will I make it to see the summer if I never get through this month I don't know what it was about March before the spring's begun Or what troubles you were facing that had made you leave so young Well, I sit right here and wonder if I'll see you again Is it months or years, all these tears waiting on you, my friend My biggest fear is that I'll be the last of my brothers to die Won't make my momma proud, won't feel like I'm alive This I know each day as it rips away and eats me up inside But I'm damn sure I'll probably get by Probably get by Can't make the whole world smile, though I try with all my might And I fall in love most times a tad bit quicker than I'd like My future's so unsure and it's so blurry in my eyes How can I keep wishing on a shooting star when there's clouds covering the sky My biggest fear is that I'll be the last of my brothers to die Won't make my momma proud, won't feel like I'm alive This I know each day as it rips away and eats me up inside But I'm damn sure I'll probably get by Probably get by Hold on, my brother, don't you leave so soon There's so much more to do and so much better with you here And I know it's hard but you'll make it through See all your dreams come true and see you smiling from ear to ear My biggest fear is that I'll be the last of my brothers to die Won't make my momma proud, won't feel like I'm alive This I know each day as it rips away and eats me up inside But I'm damn sure I'll probably get by I'm damn sure I'll probably get by