Eulogy For Nobody

I live my life in these four walls Head full of dreams but I'm afraid to tell them all I climb the staircase Carry all the dead weight Just to fall, fall, fall, fall, fall There is a box I keep it closed All full of ashes from the letters that I wrote Maybe tomorrow The pills I couldn't swallow They'll seem small, small, small, small, small Ahh Sometimes I feel like A raindrop in the ocean Fell from the sky I Melted into nothing Don't know why (why) Last night I wrote my own eulogy Here lies the girl who never let herself be free Ain't it ironic The first time I was honest I was gone, gone, gone, gone, gone I'm not one to wear my heart out on my sleeve But here I am, will you take all of me? Thought love was for the perfect That I don't deserve it I was wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong Ahh