Don't Tell Alley

Hey God I'm not sure if you're there But if you are I need a favor Tell Alley I'm allright The bible says you've never lied You owe me nothing Lord but I Thought that maybe just one time Don't tell Alley that without her I've been stoned every hour I've killed damn near every flower that she's grown That the babies miss their mama I don't know how to be a father Without her gentle heart mines turned to stone She couldn't be happy up in heaven if she knew Since she's been gone seems my life is over too So don't tell Alley Don't tell Alley Could you tell her I've been Eating 3 square meals a day It's been a year I'm making progress That I've been a perfect Christian Superman to all our children And that I'm not a God-damn mess Don't tell her that I've fallen off the narrow I'm so full of alcohol it's in my bone marrow There's a space she used to lay and it Rips my soul to say I've been trying to fill it up in shameful ways Don't tell Alley that without her I've been stoned every hour I've killed damn near every flower that she's grown That the babies miss their mama I don't know how to be a father Without her gentle heart mines turned to stone She couldn't be happy up in heaven if she knew Since she's been gone seems my life is over too So don't tell Alley Don't tell Alley Don't tell her that I've fallen off the narrow I'm so full of alcohol it's in my bone marrow There's a space she used to lay and it Rips my soul to say I've been trying to fill it up in shameful ways Don't tell Alley that without her I've been crying every hour I've killed damn near every flower that she's grown That the babies miss their mama And I don't wanna be a father Without her gentle heart mine's turned to stone She couldn't be happy up in heaven if she knew Since she's been gone seems my life is over too So don't tell Alley