Blue Skies

This song is for my past life These blue skies, they don't paint themselves These long nights, they're not good for my health And these dark thoughts makes me borderline sick My mom said all good will come to those who wait for it The green grass smells better with you And these white lies keep replacing the truth I see all red when you're next to him Trying to fix what is broken and I don't know where to begin I've been afraid of moving on I've been awake but I'm so gone So would you catch me if I fell in love with you? Would you catch me, catch me? Here I go again, chasing waterfalls But they only seem to slip away Close memories turn to distant days When I need you close, you're a mile away You're a fireplace and I killed the flame You're a rainy day and I hid away You're a roadblock, let me astray But it's my fault that we are in this place So tell me what you need me for And what you think you're running from I can't help it, I feel insecure As we lose sight of the sun I've been afraid of moving on I've been awake but I'm so gone So would you catch me if I fell in love with you? Would you catch me, catch me? I just wish it all would last Everything moves way too fast for me From when you broke me on the couch Till I moved out of my parent's house It's all a blur It's all a blur It's all a blur It's all a blur It's all a blur It's all a blur It's all a blur