I’m Not Ready

I said one in a million and I see it with my eyes I said you one in a million and I feel it when they're closed I said you one in a million and I need you by my side But I'm not ready, no I'm not ready No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me It's best you stay away from me Oh, I'm not ready Cause I'm not ready No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me It's just best you stay away from me Oh, I'm not ready Cause I'm not ready I'm not ready to picture you getting ready and Losing weight for the wedding that you dreamed of When I'm not sure I'm ready to receive love I grew up with my parents in two separate houses I used to always have two Christmases but now I'm finding That it's bigger then that I always overlooked it growing up And now it's hard to even picture All my kids coming from one Women that I love and that's not your fault I don't know if it's cause my past or am I talking out my Ass, 'cause I had a glass of that shit I said I'd never drink But it's 12:30 in the morning and it help me speak About the things that's heavy on my heart I know he'll understand One day I'll never need this poison to help me be a man And say what's on my mind Disregarding whoever in the room I hate recording with all deez people Please clear the room so I can see Eye to eye with just me How ima find myself with all these niggas watching me? But still I always said you One in a million and I see it with my eyes (I see it, I always see it) I said you one in a million and I feel it when they'rre closed I said you one in a million and I need you by my side But I'm not ready, no I'm not ready No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me It's best you stay away from me Oh, I'm not ready 'Cause I'm not ready No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me It's just best you stay away from me oh, I'm not ready 'Cause I'm not ready Most call it meeting the right one at the wrong time Maybe got the right shape but the wrong mind I believe everything's on time I believe everything happens for a reason Regardless of the religion you believe in Know this or know nothing Yeah, uh, yeah I said one in a million and I see it with my eyes Yeah, I said you one in a million and I feel it when they're closed I, I you one in a... I'm sorry But I'm not ready, I'm not ready No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me It's best you stay away from me I'm not ready I'm not ready No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me It's just best you stay away from me I'm not ready I'm not ready, I'm not ready Bro, I done called you thirty fuckin' times Are you serious right now? I swear I 'bout to lose the one I swear I thought we's gonna be in love forever Now you just got me fucked up, like are you serious? Man I swear, sometimes you really act like yo' daddy I'm tired of you Hm, a'right