Stupid

I think I'm stupid and worthless Feel like I'm insane I've got no friends and no family You believe me when I say I don't need to be famous If you don't like who I am I couldn't care what you think I'm my very own man I take a tablet to help me But instead it makes me plain You can call me ready salted You can dip me in your brain Not excited by anything anymore I keep my heart in my wallet and my feelings on the floor You think I'm stupid I'm not so stupid You think I'm stupid I'm not so stupid I wake up everyday being told that I am wrong I punch a hole in my TV to make me feel strong I don't need you to help me I can handle things myself With some change in my pocket and some lyrics on the shelf Don't need love or girlfriends to help me get by But if you fancy dating me I won't stop you if you try I'm stupid, I sleep on the wrong side of the bed I'm a walking infection you'll want me out your head You think I'm stupid I'm not so stupid You think I'm stupid I'm not so stupid Take me in your heart, like it was the first time Fall from high above, like it was the first time The first time The first time The first time The first time What's the word?