unhurt

hurt was here before we were someone you love will eventually disappoint you maybe even break your heart or hurt your feelings this will happen accept it sometimes repeatedly oftentimes repeatedly we will be hurt and it will feel lonesome and sickening and you will wonder what has gone mad in the world you will question everything beginning with yourself you may even wish you owned a rifle a knife a proper fist the perfect word to scar an inside but you will cry someone will hurt you today tomorrow the next day three years from now and you will love them one day you will love them for it there's this thing this twisted appreciation for suffering you can only know love through the lens of neglect joy though the lens of pain and it's fascinating actually how we wound with our wounds and call it humanity the first time you hurt someone you love you will question the last time you tended an open wound you will vow to never do it again you may even pray to some god some yemaya some universe anyone listening for forgiveness or the greatest death you will not care at all be prepared be prepared for a hurting is coming and it will come and it will take you suddenly and maybe you will be dancing or laughing or remembering maybe you wont even notice it at all and you will hurt yourself you will hurt yourself with all this hurt thought and you will love hurting and you will love no one really wants to hurt you will say no one really wants to hurt and it will turn from blame to revelation i don't really want to hurt and you will love did you know that? did you know you will love? never mind the who never mind the when it's of no importance you will love and it will unhurt us all