Blown It Again

I've done it, I've blown it again Gone and lost my one true friend If I can't stop it, it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again I've done it, I've blown it again Gone and lost my one true friend If I can't stop it, it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again Finally I'm seeing clearly I'm writing this so you can hear me How did I get it in my head that you could do me wrong? No Since I got to know you better I found that I was glad I met ya Why did I listen to those lies when you were standing there for me? Why did I never tell you? Why did I not say? Why did I push it away? Hey, yeah Why did I never trust ya? I could have told you all my fears All those years, and now I'm ashamed of my ways I've done it, I've blown it again Gone and lost my one true friend If I can't stop it, it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again I've done it, I've blown it again Gone and lost my one true friend If I can't stop it, it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again Diggin' up the heart within me Dismay is the only feeling I see I have to say my heart ain't what it could be Open up the box and tell me what it should be You can't free a bird if it ain't gone fly You can't live a life if you don't ask why Such a thing as too much information Trapped inside this condemnation Why did I never tell you? Why did I not say? Why did I push it away? Hey, yeah Why did I never trust ya? I could have told you all my fears All those years, now I'm ashamed of my ways I've done it, I've blown it again Gone and lost my one true friend (One true friend) If I can't stop it, it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again I've done it, I've blown it again Gone and lost my one true friend If I can't stop it Sorry, I said it, my motor mouth done and did it again Exceeding speed limit and now I'm feelin' it I'm knee deep in it, ready to roll like a Jeep with the keys in it So give me three minutes 'Cause I admit it, I was wrong with no right to expect Maybe you might just accept my apology Even though it feels funny 'Cause when a penny drops I'm like "Oh my gosh, I killed Kenny!" I can't believe I'd end up dissin' a friend, man I should'a known better than to listen to them With their see through poisonous lies, deceitful Made you the last one on my list to speak to, yeah Sticks and stones, break bones and kill Word wounds take long to heal I was wrong for real and I ain't even gon' try to deny 'Cause I missed the mark and I missed it wide I've done it, I've blown it again Gone and lost my one true friend (One true friend) If I can't stop it, it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again I've done it, I've blown it again Gone and lost my one true friend If I can't stop it it's gonna end I've done it, I've blown it again I've done it, I've blown it again Gone and lost my one true friend If I can't stop it, it's gonna end