Lose an Angel (feat. BdotCom)

This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV Kept you in a good mood Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me Kept that drink right in front of me Getting high on a day-to-day I can't take more This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel Close your eyes and imagine Try your hardest to grasp it The notion of someone you love now enclosed in a casket The concept's getting to hard to fathom And poof like magic Habits made you an addict Swear I'm bout this close to ending it all Why would I even think of getting involved Already lost everything near and dear to my heart Why in the fuck would I not start feeling this lost I'm sorry for the times I was pissing you off Being too focused on my goals to pick up and call Sick of it all I was barely there Even though I knew your condition I was very aware Couldn't come to grips can't dare to be there At your deathbed even though the whole family scared Barely prepared my aunt can't say enough prayers For the scars in our heart that we will never repair This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV Kept you in a good mood Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me Kept that drink right in front of me Getting high on a day-to-day I can't take more This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel Ever since I lost my mother Schorre I been feeling like I'm about to go fucking insane Stuck in restraints Disgusted Enraged Nothing but pain Pretty much convinced that nothing'll change I'm conflicted Prolly should be committed From all these drugs I'm getting like my ass had a prescription Split decisions Addiction became religion Consistent became sufficient Condition became malignant And not to mention all the suicides attempted Continuing condition got my family afflicted Couldn't tell from the pain in my eyes But most of the time that you seen you me I was waiting to die Hopefully from an overdose Go for broke til I'm comatose Doing such and such with so and so Falling for all the okie dokes Just so I can get more close to you Cuz ever since you left I don't what I'm supposed to do This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV Kept you in a good mood Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me Kept that drink right in front of me Getting high on a day-to-day I can't take more This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more I said I'm so cool until I see a picture of you I said I'm so cool until I see a picture of you I'm on my own now Who gon help me out What I need now is a drink or two Cuz I can't hear a song or watch a movie and not think of you I try to see it through But it's too unbelievable Now that you're gone from us didn't realize how much I needed you Sorry I didn't try enough I gotta find a Dutch And light it up But I know that won't get me high enough Why the fuck couldn't I just find out in time enough Reminiscing thinking bout when I had it all All this wear and tear got me drowning in this alcohol At that time I didn't wanna get that involved But fuck this addiction has evolved My hands on cocaine and adderal Got my mind bouncing up and down like a basketball It's a thin line between love and hate You find a bunch of fakes smiling all in your fucking face All the drugs replaced until you become a waste You tryna find the love to place Till you realize you're broken-hearted with a stomachache You confined and you bout to suffocate Wait I must be a glutton for punishment I keep looking around like what the fuck is this I need a better circumference I'm on some other shit I need to take another trip to the mothership This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV Kept you in a good mood Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me Kept that drink right in front of me Getting high on a day-to-day I can't take more This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel