Losing Game

Intrusive thoughts for breakfast and a coffee with milk Would I be a better person if I went dairy free? Sucker punched by anxiety for lunch Then I starve myself for dinner just to fit in your screen I use retinol at night cause getting old is a sin But that won't help postpone the end cause staying young is a myth I'm too smart to be happy and too dumb to admit It's impossible to win at life in 2023 Oh what a shame There's no one to blame, it feels like a losing game Oh what a shame I'm going insane, it feels like a losing game I am bitter, I am sweet and everything in between I know you wanna choose but you get what you give Plot twist, a barbie with a list Of 13 reasons why you would never believe Been trying to succeed with every challenge in my way Navigating, suffocating, no, I'm not ok Give me less, I will cry Give me more, I will die Making love and causing drama till the end of my time Oh what a shame There's no one to blame, it feels like a losing game Oh what a shame I'm going insane, it feels like a losing game But who am I to call it pain Warm and safe and miles, and miles away From any real life danger Living the dream on paper Haven't seen a hurricane Other than the one inside my brain Playing among the favoured Am I allowed to say that Oh what a shame There's no one to blame, it feels like a losing game Oh what a shame I'm going insane, it feels like a losing game It's a losing game but you do it again It's a losing game but you do it again It's a losing game but you do it again Do it again Do it again It's a losing game but you do it again It's a losing game but you do it again It's a losing game but you do it again Do it again Do it again