Delusional (feat. Nikkiya Brooks)

Yeah Like this I'ma drink this henn', I'ma keep this grin But if you look at Nina closely I'ma trying to contain this beast within I know some of y'all already knowing That I got a lot a cheese to spend But that don't change the fact I go insane I gotta heap of sins, please begin I saw the blitz in all of this when I was just a tall And I pictured y'all in it Wall to wall but they all said I was just (Delusional) But the people starting calling us And I'm balling tough After crawling rough And I never thought of stuff we saw enough But the problem is Now I got 'em here, telling all these kids I'm the K.O.D and they pumping up the volume And listening hard when I give my heart, is it? (Delusional) When I'm thinking I'm a boss in the biz But I'm lost and I fake it That I'm off in the lid But they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib Some say that if I tell them to hate My people are at the gate, ready for sealing your fate That is up for debate 'Cause when I make my music, ain't no evil from Mr. Yates Calling me a cult leader I don't really know what I'm up for sure Hear wickedness coming from mine rove They could blow me but the folks wanna soul see us At the bottom with the devil, look around and it be, "No Nina" They say I lead 'em to evil Like I was Jimmy Jones and feeding the people When I bleed in the steeple, the reason they seizing me Ain't no decreasing my ego My powers for good I think, would I shrink If somebody took away how good I ink? But that would never happen, I'm making it with the rapping But they want me to collapse and when I could, I sink I hope I find what I'm looking for Maybe I should drink just a little more (Delusional) I'm fighting but I'm losing Feel like the alpha of confusion, hear me My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life And confusion seems to be my alibi (Delusional) I'm feeling like I don't belong Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear me She feel like I'm, gonna make them hate Because I was around and kick it And make them babies and now that I made it Gotta escape them daily and that's crazy 'Cause all I'm doing is making the industry pay me But when I show my face, feeling everything's great Did a show then we ate then I'm outta that state She said I'm a good provider but daddy of the year Man, I'm outta that race How I compensate for the losses they get often dates That's too personal, we'll stop the tape I hope I find what I'm looking for Maybe I should drink just a little more (Delusional) I'm fighting but I'm losing Feel like the alpha of confusion, hear me My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life And confusion, seems to be my alibi (Delusional) I'm feeling like I don't belong Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear me They say I'm seeing things But everybody know I'm being things We them kings, like it or not we running this Gotta lot of hype 'cause I wanna spit And I come to grip on the fifth You gotta know Tech's never gonna miss I know I might be a little psyche But it's nightly and brightly inside of me Making me a little frightening Ripping it with the right team I bring hella light when reciting When it's all said and done, I'm sickened and heaven'd 'Caused this a damned reverend 'All 6's And 7's' I hope I find what I'm looking for Maybe I should drink just a little more (Delusional) I'm fighting but I'm losing Feel like the alpha of confusion, hear me My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life And confusion seems to be my alibi (Delusional) I'm feeling like I don't belong Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear me Delusional Delusional