Follow My Pain

Still unhappy right now But I'm finally seeing the brighter light Just a couple months ago I used to think that I would not survive The war against my demons taking place inside my injured mind So I started taking my evil thoughts to where it was worth my time I simply wanted it to end but it wasn't as simple as that Sipping all the pain with gin but they'd come back with just more jack So I started drinking more of what was muting all the laughs But it only broke the glass that was separating me from the past I feel like I could see all the shadows trying to close the curtains While I was laying on my bed wondering who knows the purpose Of a painful life with no one to tell you who chose your burdens I could be the best of rap if I only knew which words were perfect To be able to describe what was feeding off of my own pain Was it the loneliness or I was wet 'fore that storm came And it's been a long long long Long time Since I've known that the sun sun sun Won't shine 'Til the dark clouds leave And the world shouts please Give me a chance To make you proud I'm on my knees I'm all alone But I just got used to it Used to it I'm on my own I don't need no crucifix Crucifix I just need a hug And a pat On the back To make me feel Like I'm worth At least a teardrop on a track Cause when I'll be gone I want you to cry I want you to speak at my funeral I won't even call I won't even try To make you believe that it's beautiful That my body is still alive But it'll go so quick So quick Not long ago I realized That I will soon quit Soon quit And it's been a long long long Long time Since I've known that the sun sun sun Won't shine 'Til the dark clouds leave And the world shouts please Give me a chance To make you proud I'm on my knees And it's been a long long long Long time Since I've known that the sun sun sun Won't shine 'Til the dark clouds leave And the world shouts please Give me a chance To make you proud I'm on my knees Have you ever felt alone Of course you have Who hasn't felt alone Once in their life Cause it's getting normal That you're feeling all broke and sad And sad And sad And sad And sad You won't Ever See me drop a song in Hell Or poppin' percs with Proper Twelve Since nothing hurts there's not a chance That I lose my mind Always got more time And it's been a long long long Long time Since I've known that the sun sun sun Won't shine 'Til the dark clouds leave And the world shouts please Give me a chance To make you proud I'm on my knees