Indigo

Crawling back into my shell I'm running Thawing through winter to haul me to hell And I know I should know better But I am not a thorn for you ever I'm not a thorn for you ever Falling back into myself I'm running Waiting on someone to reach out again And I know I should know better But I am not a thorn for you ever I'm not a thorn for you ever And all you wanted was to see for yourself Hollow-eyed without a low to repeat for myself How will I hide? So give me something for the shame I'm running Holding my colour to see through the pain Now I know I should know better But I am not a thorn for you ever I'm not a thorn for you ever Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying All the years I self-proclaimed And yet here I still remain And if all the things I had to say Are called a million miles away Will you know the truth before I lift my head? We began outside the wall