I'd Rather Have a Dime Over Ten Pennies

Come up to meet you Tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are Had to sell the Ford cause you know we can't afford it Time to clear out all the shit that I've been hiding in my storage Bout to make another drink this liquid death I fill and pour it And I can't be optimistic when my fantasies are morbid I'm so fascinated with the lies I fabricated To the friends I've come to know they know that I've been aggravated Fuck a label fuck a genre everything is saturated Cut my wrists and drain me out and now the blood's coagulated Minutes to hours I'm soaking up the rain showers Now the odds are stacking up and I'm sensing the doubt tower Saw potential and a motive no one could see A constant faith into my soul a true believer in me Both our discrepancies come to make something beautiful All the disagreements that we have are usually juvenile So I'd like to give you all of me I wish that you'll let me Cause I would rather have a dime over any ten pennies Come up to meet you Tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are I admit there's moments that I wanna be gone Well it can get so fucking tiring when I'm used as a pawn I'm just a trophy boy you can't even say that you know me I hope to go while I'm asleep and I asphyxiate slowly Look inside my mind you wouldn't last a second there Cause it's the darkest shit you've seen I even make the shadows scared Demons rampantly running they're clinging onto my nerves Infecting deep in my connections seems like I never learn Taking my frustration out I crumble my relationships And I'm so fucking caught up I can't even seem to date a bitch For more than just a week I'm sorry for the empty promise You're a very special person know that normal me would want this But he's out he's hiding and for years ain't been the same I don't mean to hurt you though I did it's right for you to blame Me for everything I've said and done our ties have come to split I guess no happily ever after don't know who we'll end up with Come up to meet you Tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are