Wake Up

Raspo Beats I don't wanna wake up, uh And I don't wanna feel this pain And I don't wanna hurt nobody But I don't think that it's gon' change I don't wanna wake up, uh And I don't wanna feel this pain And I don't wanna hurt nobody But I don't think that it's gon' change Lately, I've been on the edge, closer and closer to losing it All of these thoughts in my head, finger, trigger, pullin' it Feelin' like nothing on Earth can make sense to me I just don't wanna keep doin' this Forcin' myself outta bed, fakin' a smile I feel like this is foolishness This shit is all a facade, why do I feel like I'm livin' a lie? Why do I smile, and why do I laugh when I know I'm dyin' inside? Ego is powerful, won't show my pain, it's a battle with pride So don't be surprised when anyone asks, I say that I'm doin' fine (Raspo Beats) My shit's not together and I'm far from perfect And I hate the way that I feel Scars that I've had, since I can remember, never did heal Feelin' like some type of money can make me feel better But I know it won't I really don't like anybody, it's funny 'cause I know I can't be alone I don't wanna wake up, uh And I don't wanna feel this pain And I don't wanna hurt nobody But I don't think that it's gon' change I don't wanna wake up, uh And I don't wanna feel this pain And I don't wanna hurt nobody But I don't think that it's gon' change (Raspo Beats)