Made You In My Head

I've been watching you giving your heart Over to my best friend's eyes And I feel myself losing your love Before you were even mine And I'm turning my head to the clouds Hoping that I'll learn to fly Cause the closer you get to his face The more that I want to die And I know that we haven't met But I've seen you on the internet And you'd be running for the hills If you knew, if you knew, if you knew What I made you in my head And by the way that she looked away Yeah, I think that she could tell And what I'd give Just to get away from this hell And I'm blacked out Hanging with my guard down Living is hard this far Far from your loving Babe you don't know What I made you in my head And is it the ghost of my past Or maybe I've been possessed Or maybe an unresolved wound Is praying on my mental health Well, I've been raising myself On fake sex and rom coms Chasing it down With self help and self love Then I'm turning my heart to you And I know that we haven't met But I've seen you on the internet And you'd be running for the hills If you knew, if you knew, if you knew What I made you in my head And by the way that she looked away Yeah, I think that she could tell And what I'd give Just to get away from this hell And I'm blacked out Hanging with my guard down Living is hard this far Far from your loving Babe you don't know What I made you in my head What I made you in my Eyes locked in They're so focused And I just hope She can't notice My thoughts they run They're so wicked I'm losing touch But where do I begin? And I know that we haven't met But I've seen you on the internet And you'd be running for the hills If you knew, if you knew, if you knew What I made you in my head And by the way that she looked away Yeah, I think that she could tell And what I'd give Just to get away from this hell And I'm blacked out Hanging with my guard down Living is hard this far Far from your loving Babe you don't know I'm telling you babe you don't know Babe you don't know What I made you in my head What I made you in my head