Slow Decay

Will I ever fall in love without letting the past take control? Will I ever have a dream without watching the moments when you let me go? And I hope that you'll come back ten years down the road But I know you won't And I know you won't (hey-hey) Oh, when you left was it the last time you held me? 'Cause this empty room is cold and I can't sleep And I tell myself the darkness isn't real But I poison myself blind, so I don't feel This pain inside is dead and growing See in my eyes, 'cause my tears stop flowing The fight in me in slow decay Nothing remains Will I ever fall in love without letting the past take control? Will I ever have a dream without watching the moments when you let me go? And I hope that you'll come back ten years down the road But I know you won't (hey-hey) Oh, I hate how memories fall out of reach But the worst part is picturing you with somebody And I'm holding on to why I can't let go And this noose is bound to choke This pain inside is dead and growing See in my eyes, 'cause my tears stop flowing The fight in me in slow decay Nothing remains Will I ever fall in love without letting the past take control? Will I ever have a dream without watching the moments when you let me go? Hopeless hope that you'll come back But it's ten years down the road And I know (hey-hey) that you won't And I know (hey-hey) you won't And I know that you won't And I know you won't