Too Well

Today, I woke up in a good mood for once The first time in six months, I don't hate you as much You weren't there in my dreams, I could finally sleep I felt good, but it sucks, I don't hate you as much It's easier holding a grudge I'd rather be angry than crushed I'm doing too much (I do too much) I'm back where I started again Crying and calling my friends This shit never ends, ugh I get so sick of myself Can't stop overthinking I heard you're happy somewhere else But I don't forget too well I get so sick of myself Can't stop reminiscing I heard you're happy somewhere else But I don't forget too well I still see your face, I hate hearing your name What a wreck, what a shame, I'm replaying that day And you called me at eight, two weeks on a break Just to ask for more space, you're my biggest mistake It's easier holding a grudge I'd rather be angry than crushed (crushed) I'm doing too much (I do too much) I'm back where I started again Crying and calling my friends This shit never ends, ugh I get so sick of myself Can't stop overthinking I heard you're happy somewhere else But I don't forget too well I get so sick of myself Can't stop reminiscing I heard you're happy somewhere else But I don't forget too well I get so sick of myself Can't stop overthinking I heard you're happy somewhere else But I don't forget too well