Oizys

I know this feeling's only temporary But it feels like everything's been this way forever Acting exactly how I was a couple years ago And justifying shitty behavior I sell myself short out of fear of unknown territory And that is nothing short of shameful And I've been pinching myself in the arm Way passed the point of where it's beginning to be painful I'm not eating well or sleeping I'm too busy overthinking And the worst part is no one is speaking of it I can't fathom what I'm hearing My conscience is disappearing And the whole world is afraid of speaking of it Whenever I get close to anybody They just run away and say it wasn't my fault For once I'd love a little honesty Cause' honestly it's better when it's right from the start And I get in my head and contemplate scenarios That haven't even actually happened And when I drink too much my capability For implementing any changes is absent I'm not eating well or sleeping I'm too busy overthinking And the worst part is no one is speaking of it I can't fathom what I'm hearing My conscience is disappearing And the whole world is afraid of speaking of it I'm not eating well or sleeping I'm too busy overthinking And the worst part is no one is speaking of it I can't fathom what I'm hearing My conscience is disappearing And the whole world is afraid of speaking of it No