Wyd Now ?

I saw you in the back of my show last night Standing underneath the exit sign I know it wasn't really you so 'Cause you were always in the front row And I've been looking for love online And maybe some of them are real good guys They're never gonna be like you so You set the bar above the moon so I don't wanna be 20-something And still in my head about 17 in my bedroom talking You said that by now we'd Paint the walls of our shared apartment You're still everything I want and I think we could work it out So what are you doing now? I been trynna find a way Living life without you I can't lie it ain't the same Guess you'll never get to see the man that I became Cause I told you I could change but you took me as a game How you gonna tell your friends that I'm the one to Blame I'm supposed to be the one you posting on your main You seem better off without me guess I can't complain Even tho I feel the pain I can't stand to hear your name I been feelin lost it's like you put me in a maze Guess it's best to say we need to split our different ways Did so many things that seemed to never kept you phased I was spending out my days To keep begging you to stay because I don't wanna be 20-something And still in my head about 17 in my bedroom talking You said that by now we'd Paint the walls of our shared apartment You're still everything I want and I think we could work it out So what are you doing now? I been vibing on my own Waiting for the day to say I'm better since you gone Every night I question was I really in the wrong Silly me I should've known That we wouldn't last for long Getting used to fighting off these demons on my own Tears flowing down as I erase you off my phone You don't understand about them nights when you at home When you sit in bed alone With no fight of holding on Gave a different side of me I shouldn't never shown Me an you would never seem to ever get along Take in all the pain and then I put it in a song An it really made me strong Won't you come where you belong because I don't wanna be 20-something And still in my head about 17 in my bedroom talking You said that by now we'd Paint the walls of our shared apartment You're still everything I want and I think we could work it out So what are you doing now?