Hold Your Nerve

It fell apart just as it began In a flash of defiance You won't take the initiative But the rest was mine On demand I will understand What a freefall could feel like You became but a fabled dream That would blur in time But a restless heart 'Cause sometimes the spark you know How sweet the glow That kicks you off your line Hold your nerve I was not right I was bent out And still left unshown Weighing on that Time in anguish Now it left me broke Is this the sound of a moving ground Or the echoes of self-doubt? I found the way to some peace of mind That I still can't use To meditate on a shifting sand Takes steadfast and sure feet You became but a fabled dream That would stir in time But a restless heart 'Cause sometimes the spark you know How sweet the glow That kicks you off your line Hold your nerve I was not right I was bent out And still left unsure Weighing on that Time in anguish Now it left me broke When you called me I was anxious And I felt exposed But if all this Might be worth it Then I had to know I'm not angry For the time lost That's the turning wheel When I knew then When I know now It was justified Baby, all that Sweet connection Sometimes takes its time