How Does It Feel

(Uh, I'm falling in love with you) (So, I'm falling, so I'm falling in love) (So, I'm falling, I'm falling in love) A lot of you miss the old me And the one who couldn't think for himself 'Cause now you cannot control me (Can't control me) And the big lights feel lonely I just wanna drop songs, tell people what I'm on While keeping low-key 'Cause this is bigger than they ever thought Yeah, I'm on my way to the top I done heard this is what everyone want Yeah, buy it all, fuck all the cost But, I've been worrying about things that I lost Worried 'bout brother, my sister, and moms Ever since she been away from my pops Yeah, like how do you feel? When the fake love comes out, know it's real And you're scared to face the truth Don't wanna deal with it, don't wanna be something Just to keep running when it won't heal nothing Told my momma, "I'd be something" And I would never lie During COVID, I was buried alive Now, everybody think that I'm fine Only feel good when on the mic I ain't even worried 'bout all the lights I would be better off in the shade I would be better out of the way But this the shit that God made Yeah, I wish you could feel the shit that I feel It never feels real, oh-no-no-no Yeah, you like how it feels to grow up and build When everything all starts, it's all falling down (Will it ever appoint you? Uh) (Ain't to me, woah-oh) Yeah, 'cause this is bigger than they ever thought Yeah, I'm on my way to the top I done heard this is what everyone want Yeah, buy it all, fuck all the cost But I been worrying about things that I lost Worried 'bout brother, my sister, and moms Ever since she been away from my pops Yeah, like how do you feel? When the fake love comes out, know it's real And you're scared to face the truth Don't wanna deal with it, don't wanna be something Just to keep running when it won't heal nothing (You know, will it ever appoint you? Uh) (Ain't to me, woah-oh)