Scars in my heart (feat. Plow)

Scars on my body that I try to hide Scared by this pain that I keep inside Scared by the trauma I just wanna die I wanna leave this earth Wanna say goodbye All I do is get knocked down Don't know why I try Why me Just why Why do I get this pain Driving me insane Why do I get this pain Always feel the same You don't know my face but Everybody knows my name I don't deserve this clout, I don't deserve this fame I don't deserve this fame I don't deserve this pain I Can't see the sun I'm Living in the rain Life's a fucking game Nobody can win Full of fucking hatred full of fucking sin The scars remain from the past The pain is never gone everlong On my own I never thought You would leave now dark is the Only color I see pain is the only thing breathe Smiles fake no celebration No cake im done with the past Am done with the flakes I just want you back personality You didnt lack everything about You make me so sad Your gone and that doesnt make me glad my dying And im so mad He didnt treat me bad But now hes gone to the past Wounds and scars Felt through the heart When will this war end It's only just the start Tryna find the light Been so long walking in the dark Life ain't easy Like a walk in the park You ever felt like the world was trying to push you away And all you wanna do is drown Do you feel like the pain never lets you up The weight of your failures is too much to bear All you think about is suicide now Your pain led you here. Hmmhmm Am a blessing Hmmm hmmm Am a blessing I know who I am Am a gift Am a blessings On your journey Some times people Turn against me I Stay strong Stay strong is what I do Cuz am a king Men this pain and the struggle Will build me up To be a better man I trust no one but my self Haaaah But my self Good times are coming My way Ye I know who to really trust Who to really trust People make mistakes The make mistakes Ye the make mistakes Men am never going back To my old self Never going back never going back What's mine always gonna be mine And that's the truth Life is very short So spend it well with your family And your love ones Love ones What's mine is mine