See You Soon

Made it out, made it worse, made it up Took a week off, took a month Took my good friend to her favourite spot Top of the mountain, I try to talk Took her advice, took it to heart Tried to remember, took it too far Tried to head home before it got dark, Ended up collapsing in a parking lot Went to Andrew's to take my mind off things Rang the wrong bell, it was embarrassing Nothing's felt right, 8 months since I had a thought that wasn't reminding me At a bus stop and it all wells up Wish I was angry instead of feeling wrong Another night where I had to call Annie took the couch, said I could wake her up Day comes like the impossible I lie awake for another miracle Listen for her knock at the door I say nothing, and a note slides Under And it said I don't want to worry you Or wake you in the morning Just so there's no surprises When you get out, and I'm not around See you soon Was an hour late to a birthday, Spent the evening on the balcony Kept forgetting that my eyes were closed Felt bad for making the host uncomfortable Started walking home, stopped at the metal bar We stopped going there, since Andy ran off Still remember how we thought nothing was wrong Left and forgot my coat, it was a minor loss My hands got wet, got cold Sat like stone, got stoned, got bored Walked by the strip karaoke bar Went up and picked Joel's "Only the Good Only the Good Die Young" I wouldn't take it as a warning I would just take it as life Annie left a note in the morning Facedown on the bedside And it said I don't want to worry you Or wake you in the morning Just so there's no surprises When you get out, and I'm not around See you soon