Hope (feat. Winona Oak)

I would have walked through fire to kiss your lips Do you still think about it, of what you did? Still see your old apartment, like a bad trip Wish I could forget all the places we've been Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes Boy, you know how to make a girl cry Was sleeping in a bed full of lies And now that I'm older, I can see why You make me feel high 'Cause you had me so low, low, low You owe me some time 'Cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you Now that I know That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope Always another bender, I lose control I thought I'd get it back when You came back home to me, darling But I never had it, did I? Your heart's a trick And all the magic we felt was just a hit Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes Boy, you know how to make a girl cry Was sleeping in a bed full of lies And now that I'm older, I can see why You make me feel high 'Cause you had me so low, low, low You owe me some time 'Cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you Now that I know (Now that I know) That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope 'Cause you had me so low Now that I know That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope 'Cause you had me so low, low, low You owe me some time 'Cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you Now that I know (Now that I know) That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope